Let the sun go down and everything gets another colour in your perception, even your most steady decisions... Did you even ever take them? Yes you did, but now you suddenly wake up and wonder why you did.... All the security the daylight gives you vanishes and you stand there, looking the greens, the whites, even the reds and mainly the faces getting blue. Getting this officially cold, but deep down emotional colour.
You will think it is an affect of alcohol if you stayed long awake only in such occasions. You will think it is because of your tiredness if you can barely stay awake at that time of the day. You will only see once you are wide awake at THAT time. Then only you will realise it has been there all day long, all the days before that moment, you just were not sensitiv enough. You had not the sensitivity of the deep blue s/night to see it.
And sadly you will somehow not be anymore able of that perception once it is sunny again. As if it is just inner demons, coming out in the safety of the night. In the safety of THIS night.
